She is so right..about it all....and she is so amazing...just like you. When I lost Bill, I lost part of myself too.... I didn't realize how much a part of him was me and vise-versa until he wasn't here anymore. Then,, after the shock of losing him began to lessen somewhat, I became scared. I was scared to do EVERYthing without him...afraid to go to Walmart by myself, afraid to take the car in for an oil change...afraid to try figuring out what to eat without talking it over with him...afraid of being alone.... It's much better now, after a little more than a year...my family has cared for me so well and given me so much support.and I've learned I CAN do a lot of things for myself that he always did for me. Where before, I would look at a project and think, "I can't do this...he always did it for me" and now I am learning that if I just back my ears and jump in head first, the things he taught me fall into place and I CAN do it. xoxo
She is so right..about it all....and she is so amazing...just like you. When I lost Bill, I lost part of myself too....
ReplyDeleteI didn't realize how much a part of him was me and vise-versa until he wasn't here anymore. Then,, after the shock of losing him began to lessen somewhat, I became scared. I was scared to do EVERYthing without him...afraid to go to Walmart by myself, afraid to take the car in for an oil change...afraid to try figuring out what to eat without talking it over with him...afraid of being alone....
It's much better now, after a little more than a year...my family has cared for me so well and given me so much support.and I've learned I CAN do a lot of things for myself that he always did for me. Where before, I would look at a project and think, "I can't do this...he always did it for me" and now I am learning that if I just back my ears and jump in head first, the things he taught me fall into place and I CAN do it.
xoxo
Thank you so much bj, you are right, we do lose part of ourselves and yes, it is very scary. Thank you so much for sharing.
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