Saturday 3 December 2022

Going to try as best I can

 

The garden is sleeping under a pile of snow. Maybe a bit like life, we all have those times, when it is best to just rest.

To just let things be as they are. I know the saying of getting the best from life. To enjoy each day as it comes, but that is not always possible. Some day's it is just a matter of making it through that day and hoping tomorrow will be better.

I had hoped to be one of those brave people, that can go through an experience and document every single moment.  I am not one of those people. I am one that finds avoidance of the moment. Like this is just not happening,

So, I will try to do better.  I think it will be a good thing. Not something I want to do, but something I think will help me.

I am learning new terms like sundowning, learning to deal with sundowning.  Trying to remove myself from the situation and just deal with what is happening, from a distance, not from being a person involved.

Connie, I sent an email, I hope you got it.


So much for now. 

3 comments:

  1. This is not an easy path to travel. Praying for you as you continue to navigate this strange territory.

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  2. Nonie, I'm sorry you're going through such a difficult time right now. It seems that sometimes things surface all at once. It's a good idea and wise sometimes to just rest and let things be as they are, like you said. I've never heard of sundowning, so I looked it up. We can only do what we can, and it sounds like you are doing just that, so don't be too hard on yourself. Take care, and please do something just for you this Christmas season. Maybe just get a treat that makes your heart happy. Take care, Nonie, and you got some snow too! We had our first big snowfall on Saturday.

    ~Sheri

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